Crystal Clear

Lets be crystal clear why I'm here,
This isn't your typical thirst filled words I'm here to praise,
let you know that from your best to worst days
your work doesn't go unrecognized,
from the gym time working on those precious thighs
to the walks to class, head in the skies
brainstorming power moves
determined to keep progressing
to show and prove
your skeptics a.k.a. "fans"
with inferior life plans
sitting waiting for handouts while you know your destiny is in your own hands.
You my sister are not the typical girl,
Its crystal clear what you represent in this cold world.
Interests not limited to big dicks and giving tongues,
but of course natural hunger makes them things you do need
so not only am I here to praise I'm also here to feed,
or be fed, what have you, but this isn't about me
back to the topic for the sake of clarity.
I'm proud of you "Ms Nicki" Doing Right And Killing Everything,
I pray it sweeps you off your feet when presented that wedding ring.
That outcome is inevitable,
we all see you a top the tree, the sweetest of fruits
so edible.
Look down, as we speak there they are fighting over the ladder
cheating, trying to impress with things that in your eyes don't even matter.
Not too far away are guys like me,
in our own tree,
maybe not now but when the time is right you'll see.
Until then baby girl just keep doing you,
don't change a thing, just continue to improve

"How Old Am I?" ?

How old am I?

See, I know if I tell you I'm a fresh 22

Your first thought would be "I'm through..."

"for I see this mans eyes but I know when he looks at me

he can't fully see..."

But the fact of the matter is

I got what yo' ass need

Stage Fright

Stage Fright, its somethin' else ain't it?

Its like I wanna come up and, say so much cuz,

I'm so interested and intrigued in what I see but my mind it,

won't let me.

Wearing shades to hide the "dear in headlights" look on my face.

This has to change, I'm not yet stuck in my ways, I'm better than this I'm a Clay!

From where I sit I can smell the texture,

feel the sweetness,

taste the aroma of how GOOD IT IS to be,

on the stage.

...somethin's gotta give.

I feel my legs movin', dude what are you doin?!

Now here I am, toe to toe, what to say, I DON'T KNOW!

..........."Hello."

She smiled.... Wow. She's a regular here.

I mean I can tell that face was made, for the stage.

Its not so bad here after all,

suddenly i don't feel so small.

Ladies and Gentlemen, I have conquered, Stage Fright.

Communication

Its funny how relationships change

as some people are ironically stuck in their ways

that they don't see that said change

coming as quick as the day

comes and goes to night

with what seems like no delight

as 24 hours doesn't hold enough light to feed

the seed that grows the tree of weed

you smoke to run away from your problems

that others plead with you to deal with

with them for you to feel with, but no

you would rather kill with

kill with your stubborn ways that won't allow you to open up your mind

to notice sign after sign

that's been thrown to you shown to you

for you to see whats missing in your portion of this thing we call life...

COMMUNICATION